Ok, so i went and got me some scales... i figure they go up to 130 kg, so they will most certainly hold me, I will be waaaaaaaay off that! ummm no.
im really repulsed with myself, and a bit shamed out putting my weight on here, but i guess it wont be "real" or very true to me, if i dont.
Cold hard numbers, in black & white, tell me I'm 100kg. On the dot.
I have never been this size, Im utterly disgusted with myself for letting it get this bad.
Cant even do a food diary of what i have eaten today, I havent eaten anything except one Moro Gold, as I have been so full on getting the kids organised and ready to head out to the Dr for Lo's 5month jabs and Jayden to have a geez around the kindy I want to enrol him in.
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You have started well done. That realization of what the scales say is both a shock and pain isnt it. Keep going we will hot bodes in about one years time lol
It is scary seeing the numbers in black & white... I knew it would be bad, but I didnt think it would be THAT bad. But thanks for the supportive words, it was your thread that started me on this, and Im now determind after seeing my weight to follow this through.
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